current mood:
crushedthis year, i'm finally going out of the country (yes finally!!!)
except i'm not really excited about it.....
anyways, i won't be on for 40 days, atleast (that's how long i'm staying!! Dx)
first to cheongpyong, korea (forced; 21 days), and then to japan (19-20 days).
*sigh* you know, i'm now not interested in going to foreign lands. and it's all thanks to mom...... -______-*
WHY CAN'T I HAVE A MOM THAT'S NOT ANNOYING!? AND MAKE SENSE!!!! AUGHH!!! *breaks wall* OTL
(the trip to korea is church related. i guess you can say that it's some sort of a training where i'll be waking up at 5AM, read the DP, honndokei (sp?), blah blah blah. if you don't know any of these terms, it's ok. i figured that i'm seriously not devoted in my church at all...... then again, there's people much worse than me....)
so how everything started:
last year, mom decided to go to cheongpyong with sis and me. so me and sis agreed, since we had this conversation with our friends that we would all go to cheongpyong and then to japan. time passed and guess what? none of our friends would be going there this year. in fact it would be
next year. i didn't want to go there so i told mom. and yada yada yada, homa's going. i told mom not to pay money for my flight, cus i didn't want to go, but.... she already paid the money...... OTL without me knowing..... i was so angry at mom for that. i started complaining how she forced me to go there. then she started to try to convince me that she did not force me... by saying "god told me to bring you to cheongpyong. so don't say that i'm forcing you to go because i'm not!" well, screw you. i let that aside for now. last week, i read the code of conduct for cheongpyong and in bold, it said "it is VERY important that the participant is NOT forced by their parents!"!!! wth!?
and i'm not if i'll even enjoy my stay at japan. 1, mom's coming with me; 2, sis will be left behind in korea (i feel REALLY bad for her); and 3, i'm not close with any of the relatives in japan.....
so there goes my summer~.... (TTwTT) *crys in the corner*
on the good side, i'll work on BN, since it was dead since this year.
and i actually passed all my final exams..... o____o;;
and i'm not sure what i should do for L4DFG... i didn't get any reply from the judges.......... but it's not like i'll obviously be in R3 anyways~ o3o;; i think....
well, that's about it!
(PS. watch me change a lot when school starts. i think i'll get skinnier while sis will be
anerixus really skinny. owo;;)
(PSS. i'll bring souvenirs to give my friends)